How do you cope with seeing negative after negative after negative?

I have been trying to have a baby for over a year now. I had been on the pill for many years before and have spent almost the last entire YEAR just trying to get my cycles regulated. I am FINALLY starting to have regular periods, and even experienced EWCM for the first time ever basically. My husband and I BD'd and I was so sure this would be my time...but of course it is not....again. I am just so sick of this. Month after month, it is all I can think about and I get my hopes up so much and can't WAIT to test, so I do...and of course it is negative. And then the next day AF comes. I can't handle seeing every woman around me seeming to get pregnant so easily while I struggled just to get my periods regular and then STILL have a hard time. How do I cope with this?